Yung di ka lolokohin. Yung hindi na tumitingin sa iba. Yung iintindihin ka kahit anong mangyari. Yung di ka iiwan.
Kaya kapag nahanap nyo na yung totoong mag mamahal sainyo, wag nyo ng pakawalan.
Surprises are best. Happy birthday my love!
December 17, 2013. He became my boyfriend. Start from that day I became so happy and I can’t explain how much I am happy every time I am with him. Almost every day we are together, hanging out, dating etc. The feeling that I get whenever I see him, is the feeling that I love most. The stomach twists, the light headed reactions, the numbness. The love I feel when my eyes meet his.
I was given the chance by my parents to choose which college/university to enroll in. And University of Santo Tomas was my 1st choice in my list. I wanted to enroll in University of Santo Tomas but my cousins managed to convince me to choose Far Eastern University. They said it’s more convenient for me to be with my cousin and FEU is one of the best schools in taking the Bachelor of Science in Accountancy because it has a double degree in this course .What he said is true so, I took his advice and registered myself at FEU.
Then Alyza and I already enrolled. We took the steps in enrolling. We got tired. I met Patricia while enrollment. Patricia is former classmate of Alyza in high school and she will get BS in Accountancy in FEU.
I was really excited about college. Meet new people, professor and friends. It was a bit difficult at first to be with people I never knew. I didn’t know how I should behave just to fit in. But eventually, everything went smoothly. I met wonderful friends whom are still my best buddies even until now. College is a dry run of the rest of our lives. It’s a training ground on how to be successful and become good people. Others said that college life is difficult but some said that it is more fun than high school. So I asked my friends about what college life means to them.
First day of college was okay. I was maybe a little bit nervous but excited at the same time. The campus is huge for me but I didn’t get lost that’s for sure. I’ve actually been here several times actually. What caught my attention when I first stepped into the campus was the freedom park having a lot of trees and I feel that every time you are in there it’s relaxing.
The first week was introduction week, we had to introduce ourselves to the class. As each individual share a little something about themselves I learnt that we are all creative in our own ways. And we are all here to activate that creativity to achieve the best from it. From there I made new friends. Some share the same passion and some differently. But it’s cool, our differences of interest are simply another thing that makes life more unique. I meet Nona, Marienel, Pat, Viarra, Faye and Neza. We made a group that namely “Babes” and of course my cousin, Alyza is with us. We always eat together.
It’s a whole different vibe in college. It’s not the same as high school. The lecturers here are friendly. They make loads of jokes and you can see that they just want to help us enjoy our time here studying in FEU. Oh, not forgetting the assignments. Oh wow, we have only been studying here for 2 weeks and the amount of assignments given are hell a lot. Hmmm,that’s college… Well,I’m pretty much enjoying my life in college,making new friends as well as working together. And I’m glad that I will be enjoying it in FEU.
He is my “THE ONE”. You know the one who always be there for you, comfort you, and listen to you. The one that will keep you safe or make you feel safe. The one that has the most beautiful eyes you’ve seen before. The one that will get anything you need when you’re feeling down. The one that will be there for you when you’re in a bad position. The one that makes you laugh, smile, and blush. The one that will cuddle with you. The one that writes you love notes/letters. I love him so much and I want him to be my last.
Hindi porket naloko ka na ng isa o higit pa idadamay mo na ang lahat. Iba-iba ang klase ng tao yan ang tatandaan mo. May mga nag loloko at may mga nag seseryoso rin naman. Parang tayong mga babae, may mga nanloloko saatin pero marami parin naman ang natitirang nag mamahal ng tapat. Siguro hindi para sayo ang taong napili mo kaya ka niya naloko pwede namang naloko ka niya kasi hindi pa siya matured mag isip pag dating sa love at malay mo dumating yung panahon na mag sisi siya at balikan ka. Darating at darating sayo yung lalaking mag mamahal ng tapat at sobra sobra. Yung gagawin ang lahat para lang sayo. Oo napakahirap mag hanap ng ganitong klaseng tao. Dadaan ka muna sa hirap, parang try and try until you succeed. Hindi naman kasi basta basta binibigay ni God yung taong para sayo e, kailangan mo ring masktan at matuto. Kapag dumating na sayo yung lalaking nag papatunay na “MERON PA NGANG LALAKING SERYOSO” wag mo ng pakawalan. Sige ka! Ikaw rin mag sisisi ka rin sa dulo at sasabihin sa sariling “WALA NA KONG MAKITANG KATULAD NIYA, SANA DI KO NALANG PALA SIYA PINAKAWALAN”
WATCH FIREWORKS TOGETHER.
Naghanap talaga kami kung san meron e. Ayun sa MOA, nag ikot muna kami tumingin ng shoes sa nike dahil nag babalak kami bumili ng parehas na shoes :) Kaso wala :( Ang liit ng nike sa MOA. Sayaaang :( Ayun 5 palang pumunta na kami sa seaside, ahah! ang daming tao. Walang maupuan, hanggang sa nakahanap kami ng pwesto. Nun mga 5:30 na pinaalis kami usog daw ganyan, kami naman tong si usog pero nasaunahan pdn kami. Ang saya saya, na feel ko na ang new year, para narin kaming nag celebrate ng new year together *dahil di pwede sa mismong new year’s eve, family first* Tas kumain muna kami, tas tambay sa seaside, ang saya saya.
Sobrang hirap mag hanap ng couple polo shirt! ahaha! Dapat kasi shirt lang talaga, tas bigla namin nakita may polo shirt na pang couple kaso ang panget ng color. Tas nakakita kami Royal Blue, dineadma muna namin sabi pa namin “Meron pa yan malay mo”. Tas inikot namin yung mga mall :( As in 3 beses ata namin inikot :( Tas yun natatawa na mga saleslady samin kasi pabalik balik nga kami, tas yun hanggang dun kami nauwi sa una naming nakita! ahaha! Pero nakakita kami ng Royal Blue. Ang saya! Ang ganda, hndi siya yung pang jejemon e. Ang ganda tignan :)
Wala pa yung ibang pictures namin dyan kagabi. Sobrang Vain diba? ahaha! Ang sweet tignan nun second line :”> Shet! ahahah! Ngayon lang ako sumaya ng ganto as in *promise mother die* iba yung saya neto kesa dun sa first boyfriend ko. Kapag namimiss ko siya tinitignan ko lang mga pictures namin sa phone ko, papanuorin ko yung mga video namin, minsan naiiyak ako habang pinapanuod/tinitignan yung mga yun, naiiyak ako sa tuwa dahil after ng ilang years na pagdurusa ko sa lovelife *dahil na broken hearted na ko nun* sa wakas natagpuan ko rin yung lalaking para sakin. Yung lalaking kahit na madalas akong naiinis tas iniinis ko pa siya, na kahit na napakamoody ko, na kahit na napakagastos ko *araw araw gsto ko kumain sa gantong lugar, punta sa kng saan saan*, kahit na madaling araw siyang nakakauwi dahil hinahatid niya pa ako dito sa bahay *taga Marikina siya*, minamahal padin niya ako. Kahit anong sabihin ng iba MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL KO TONG LALAKING TO.
"Kailangan ko ‘to. Kailangan mo rin."
"Pero ikaw ang kailangan ko."